February 2012
58 posts
2am list:
To finish tonight:
Essay for Shakespeare
Proposal for Fellowship.
Tomorrow:
Class 10-1050
Take48 1045-12
Class 12-115
Lunch and finish proposal, meet with Deirdre, go to health services (if time).
Work 250-405
Get ready for social justice cafe/grab dinner/ go to mass
Social Justice Cafe
Soc Meeting
Make Mid Term Review
Homework…read 2 books, write paper, sage...
There must be more to life than this. Right?
I want an unknown relationship, not a public one...
Tonight shall be interesting
I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption because I know to live you must give your life away And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key And I’ve been dying to get out and...
I’m not ready to go back.
I liked being somewhere where everyone felt the same and could so easily relate to me.
I have never felt more comfortable in my life.
I have never been so open.
I never thought I would actually miss something like that.
I have two choices now.
Go back to my old life
Start my new life
Pre and Post
It’s up to me and that is the scariest part
No one has...
I can’t get that stupid rhianna song out of my head.
Secretly I really love it.
why am I listening to this?
Let Go Let God
This is the first day in soo many months that I feel happy.
I am getting some answers about my back.
I’m getting better from everything else.
I know I have made at least one wonderful friend who understands absolutely everything that I am going through.
I’m ready to go back to school and tackle everything head on.
I quit one job so that will be less stress.
...
It is physically impossible for me to be happy with what I have. I constantly have to be looking ahead and just castrophizing everything. i need to shut off my brain. ha. like that’ll work.
I want to stay another day. Just to fix a few things I wish I had done today
Last day :) happy and scared. Sooo not ready to go back to school. I like screwing around all day while “paying attention”
florius:
“i’m not like every guy” - every guy
